Jackie, making faces at her bf Chris, I was a little slow on the camera. lol

Jackie's little nephew Brice He's so adorable!

Jackie and Brice fell asleep, I totally joined them in their nap <3

Brice fell asleep on my tummy and chest, I wanted to steal him D;

Fried Ice Cream at Osaka's Hibachi and Sushi restaurant.

Fillet Mignon, Salmon, fried rice and noodle, along with veggies and two pieces of shrimp. Best dinner EVER!

Cold Stone Ice Cream, Pistachio, sweet cream and nilla waffers

Maddy, Chris's little girl, on her trike. Wish I would have gotten a picture of Emma

Rainbow after all the rain

Rainbow after all the rain

Jackie and her gorgeous curls

Jackie showing me that you can shift on a manual without using a clutch if you get the rpms high enough

We left the house and she didn't have her house key so she still had to lock the house, and then go through the window to get back in lol

Jackie said no one was allowed to see how she was taping her boxes, they looked like swastikas

Jackie got me this shirt it says "Let's get one thing straight YOU'RE FAT I'm pregnant" I love it! <3

Bethy, Jackie's little sister, and her new Pontiac :)

Jessie, Bethy's bf

Better shot of my shirt ;)

Gorgeous sunset

This was taken just in front of the Superior high school, this car was definitely stuck. That flooding was awesome. lol

Insult to Injury

God really can't let me have anything I want and I'm getting so incredibly sick of it! What did I do to deserve this!? HUH!? Did I come up there and slap you in the face?! NO! So give me a fucking break for a change!

Things with Jack aren't happening like I thought. He's still with Jen yet tells me how he wants to be there for me and the baby and I'm just fucking done with that bullshit. Just done.

My disability got denied, again. Apparently having all my doctors say I can't work isn't good enough for the judge, I'm still not disabled enough.

HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO PROVIDE FOR ME BABY!?!?

Why would God make me go through this?!

Rape.
HPV.
Pregnancy.
Heartbreak.
Unemployed for fucking ever.

What am I going to do? I am so scared.... I can't stop crying... why does God keep putting me through all this... I don't want to be a single parent, let alone unable to provide for my baby. State aid only helps so much and I'm on my parent's food stamps until they move out or I turn 22 and they don't use the food stamps for me now, how am I going to get them to use the $50 I contribute a month when the baby is here and I really need it?

A gun has never looked so good....

Baby Update (Finally)

I'm sorry it's been so long everyone, life has been really busy and crazy and thunder storms were knocking my power out daily for a while there. I just wanted to let everyone know that my pic line is out and that I had gained 10lbs, but unfortunately it would seem I have lost 5 of that in the last two weeks. :( But here's the kicker! I haven't been sick! I haven't been throwing up. I've been eating and keeping literally everything down. So I have no idea why I'm still losing weight. Though part of me doesn't care, cause I'm at the lowest weight I've been since middle school. 205lbs. I'm way smaller than I was before I got pregnant. ^_^

Other than that, I have no new news. Sorry xD

Baby bump ;)

Six month pregnant! <3