Starting today Chris has a week to message me, text me, whatever, attempt to talk to me on his own. He always bitches that I don't give him enough attention, well, now it's time to prove that he's the neglectful one. I won't tell him what I'm doing, but hints will be in my status' on messenger. I'll give him just enough rope to hang himself, and then I'll tell him exactly what I did. I'm done being jerked around and played with. If he really cared the way he says he does, then he'd message me. Period.
How's he doing with the test so far?
ReplyDeleteLucky for him he messaged me that night Unfortunately, we got into a fight again and he asked about my status on msn which said "Day1. We'll see hoes." and he asked about it and I told him honestly and he was offended by it. And I basically told him he had no right to blame me for shit going wrong when he never messages me. The funny thing is this: He hasn't messaged me since. Despite me going back into the ER on Tuesday. I've been non-stop sick and he hasn't asked about how me and the baby are doing once. So I really don't think this relationship is going to last much longer. It's really starting to feel like he doesn't care. And all he talks about is how shitty his life is and work and how's he's sick of us getting into fights all the time. And I'm really sick of hearing it.
ReplyDeleteI don't blame you dear. I honestly hope it does end soon. You're stressed enough with baby as it is. You dont need him acting like a big baby too. /shot
ReplyDeleteI just don't want to be a coward and leave him by simply leaving a message, ya know? It just seems... unfair. Mind you, the way he's acting is really unfair to start with, but that doesn't mean I have to act the same way. Ya know?
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