But I was talking to my aunt about how the guy who raped me has been texting me and still claims that I was awake and all over him. And I tried explaining that I'm too shy for that and my aunt looked at me and told me that I'm not shy and I'm sexual with everyone. When I think of someone who is sexual with everyone I think of a whore, and I've never considered myself that. And maybe I'm over thinking things and she wasn't insinuating that I'm a slut or anything like that, but if she was it wouldn't be the first time. My family has been saying it to my face since I was 16. And I'm like.... srsly? I hate my body and am shy as fuck about it. I'm not ok with just anyone seeing it. It just frustrates me and I'm super emotional today and really touchy. I had to re-fill out the paper work for child support cause they're stupid and either didn't get the first one or didn't like it. Well, I'm sorry. I don't have most the information on the guy who raped me. DEAL WITH IT. UGH!
My rant is over cause my mind just went... mrrrr I'm dead. ._.
T_T
PS. My teeth are killing me and ambosol isn't working. I'm also crying from that.
=/ i dont understand why he's texting you...or why your aunt is being such a bitch...or why they expect you to know all sorts of shit about the dick who raped you ._.
ReplyDeletedid they think you were standing there with a board "fill out all this information if you'd like to rape me today" uhm >..> NO
Chad still doesn't believe he's done anything wrong. He's trying to be all nicey nicey with me and I want nothing to do with it. He hasn't been threatening or anything he's just been trying to figure out what's going on with me and telling me what's going on with him. For instance: He's fighting for custody of his other two children. Which right away makes me worry he'll fight for mine. It's really frustrating. And terrifying to be honest.
ReplyDeleteMy aunt... I honestly don't know wtf her problem is. She told me to come talk to her when I calmed down because that's not what she was trying to say, but honestly, even when I was calm that's how it sounded. It's just very frustrating.
And child support whatever the hell that place is called, can suck my right titty for all I care at this point. I filled the paper work out again and resent it in. If they don't like it they can CALL and actually TALK to me. I think that's reasonable.