Geeklet's Little Miracle
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Fate is a cruel bitch...
Apparently Jeff wasn't paying attention when I first found out about the HPV because I brought it up tonight (because I had liquid nitrogen put on the warts today so they'll fall off) and he just... idk even know how to explain it. But now he says he needs time to figure things out and decide whether or not we can even give this a shot. This is the last thing I was expecting, and the last thing I needed to deal with. Chris hasn't even let the hpv hinder our relationship, and he's a bad bf. But Jeff... the one who's always been so great.... I just want to curl up in a ball and die. I feel like I either have to settle or be alone... Idk what to do...
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=( im sorry that he's being so supportive. It's not like you asked for that x.x Is he worried he'll catch it or something?
ReplyDeleteHe's worried about how it affects everything, worried about whether or not we can survive a lifetime relationship because if he does get it he seems to think it's the end of the world. He's chosen to stay, he said he can't be that selfish and that he's been waiting for someone as perfect as me and he walked away from that once and it was the worst thing he ever did. I'm not sure how much I believe that line, simply cause no one has ever said anything like that to me, but it was really sweet.
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