Another visit to the hospital and an update on baby

So on Tuesday I got really light headed and still couldn't keep anything down so I drove myself to the ER. Very unsafe, I know. But no one would take me. This would make ER trip number three and the first visit I made where I had a female doctor. I tell them what's going on, they take my weight again and see I've lost 5 lbs since I was in on Saturday and decide another bag of fluids is needed. Joy. Have I mention that I really effin hate needles? Cause I do.

Anyways, the first thing the doctor did was a sonogram to hear the baby's heart beat. Come to find out it's at 150, when at 16 weeks it should be around 170. So my lack of keeping anything down is harming baby. And at this point I'm panicking. Because baby's heart beat is so low the doctor decides to pump me with 200ml of vitamin b6 on top of the iv fluids. Now, not only is it good for baby, but it's supposed to help morning sickness also. I was able to eat some crackers and drink some juice while I was there.

Here's the kicker: I texted Chris when I went in because he was upset I wasn't keeping him updated. He didn't answer until I was almost done with the liter of fluids and texted him again with a "Hello?". Why do I even bother? Then I ask him if he got the other text and he goes "Oh yea, how ya doin?" Oh, so NOW you care. Not when I tell you I'm going into the ER for the third time, but when I finally question you about getting that message. Wtf. I am so incredibly sick of your shit. My crappy family shows they care better than you, and that's saying something considering they refused to sit with me in the ER that night in the first place.

So tonight, pissed that once again I hear nothing from him I send him a text: Not that you ever care to ask, but me and the baby are not doing good. The baby's heart was at 150 Tuesday and it should be around 170. Oh, and I'm still really sick. Thanks for asking tho. Really means a lot.

No response.

Now, because he likes to use the excuse that his phone seems to get messages from everyone but me, I'm going to be the bitch that I am and resend that message every 15 minutes until he finally gets pissed and responds. Mean you say? Too bad. So is his neglect, and I'm quite honestly sick of it.

On a happier note: Oat meal seems to stay down very nicely. So I guess I know what I have to pester my family to get just so I can eat food.

As for the antibiotics and UTI, they made me pee in a cup last night and the antibiotics aren't' helping much. So I called the clinic today to ask if Dr. Wolfe could write me another prescription so I can try to get rid of this. I was told I'd get a call back. I didn't. I guess I need to try again tomorrow.

On a side note, I really need to clean my room. It's been over-run by used Kleenex and I think my aunt is getting pissed that I'm still sick cause she was a bitch all day today. I came and sat by her on her bed earlier and tried to talk to her and she goes "What do you want besides attention?" and I just stared at her in shock. "So you just wanted attention, huh?" "No, I wanted to talk to a human being, I'm sorry, I'll go try to find one elsewhere." and walked off. I've been cooped up in this house for over a week, and I'm going nuts. I'm sorry for needing social interactions every once in a while. My bad.

Anyways, that's the end of my rant for the night. I think I'm gunna take a hot shower and see if it helps my sinuses and lungs any.